THE TRAGEDY OF SUICIDE

Dear Friends,

When I woke up this morning I had this complete poem on my mind.  A recent death of a loved one happened when her husband shot her then shot himself. Because I am known as a spiritual intuitive and a "ghost whisperer" I am inclined to believe the poem came from this loved one who is still reaching out for resolution with the man who killed her and then committed suicide.

So I thought I would share this poem with you. I once learned from Dr. David Viscott, a famous celebrity psychologist, that all suicide and perhaps murder comes from the message given to the child that they have no right to exist because they are not perfect. Then they spend their lives trying to prove they are perfect. Of course when this proves impossible they begin to live an inner life of terror, darkness, and confusion. This self-defeating message is a terrible illusion which they decide can only end in death; their own and sometimes the death of others.

Here is the poem which I call

THE GUARDIAN

I tried to be your angel
to save you from walls of hell.
You said "no, no, no,"
You knew the place too well.

I tried to be your angel
To give you love each day.
You said "no" and "no" again

Telling me, "Please just go away."

I tried to be your angel

Giving you happiness evermore.
You said you hated me
And pushed me out the door.

I tried to be your angel
To share lights of a warming Sun.
You cried "no" in all your pain
Choosing a cold darkness with your hidden gun.

I tried to be your angel
Though now you are truly gone.
My only hope of reaching you
Is through my tearful song.

AMS
2010

Angel Cloud Of Sorrow
by Steven Olson Copyright 2010
Los Angeles, California

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